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Date:2003-04-27 08:27
Subject:Swimming
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Last night I dreamt that a man who wanted me took me swimming. He convinced me to go in the water, though I don't really like it. I wore a snorkling mask. As we were diving in, he said that it was possible to breathe water, that there's a flap of skin at the back of our throats that makes it possible. I didn't believe him. I didn't even want to try. I didn't want to drown.

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Date:2003-03-31 08:14
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Last night I dreamt that I was back in the apartment that we were living in when my stepfather raped me. I had the run of the place but I was so worried that he was going to come home. My mother was keeping him away from me, they were out of town, but I was still looking over my shoulder all the time. In the dream I loved the apartment. I had lots of space and it was soundproof. The living room and dining room sections of the apartment were open to the elements, there was also a pool in there which seemed impossible to hold up on the cantilever jutting out from the building.
My mother's friend came over and helped herself to the food in the fridge. Some woman that I don't recognize from real life.

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Date:2003-03-29 08:19
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Last night I dreamt that I bought my oldest daughter a snowsuit for a dollar from a huge bin the size of a room. I then went to where my boyfriend was working and wound up helping out on one of his projects. My boyfriend was driving a car and trying to work out the timing of dropping someone off for one of the shots. After they dropped me off I went to where the set was for the play. An actor that I like that has terrible teeth was there. They needed painters. I helped out with a few paintings on the wall. They were very impressed with my skills. I was certain that my boyfriend wouldn't be happy that he wasn't the only one with talent.
When it was time to leave we kept stalling and we wound up keeping my mother waiting for two hours. She didn't seem to mind.

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Date:2003-03-28 08:34
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I had an eventful dream last night. I dreamt that I went away with my mother and my aunt to my aunt's cottage. My boyfriend and I stayed in the car and in the trailer parked next to us a gay man was murdered right in front of us because of his sexual orientation. When we got into the cottage we discovered that 'a grandmother', somebody's grandmother, had been murdered in the front room and left there. We knew that it would affect a lot of her kin that she was gone.
As we were settling down for the night I suddenly heard a great ruckus of birds outside so I went to take a look and the sun had just set and I could see their outlines and there was a great murder of crows rising up into the night sky.
My mother, my aunt, my boyfriend and I were driving in the car trying to get my grandmother to her doctor. We were having trouble finding the street on the map. I finally found it. The buildings were drawn into the map and we could see the building that we were going to. Behind the building the sun was setting. We knew that we would have a beautiful view when we got to her doctor's office.
Sure enough when we got there we saw the sun set and we also saw the weather coming in. One square dark thunder cloud passed over us and it rained but only on its path. A pregnant woman was with us in the hopital and she got rained on. I knew she would get rained on. I wound up getting admitted and it was a hospital in Kentucky. They let my boyfriend take a hopital bed next to me to sleep on. The doctors wanted to make sure my breast cancer didn't come back so they were routinely aspirating areas of my breast with needles.
They had some unqualified guy doing the work and he cleaned one area but then was poking my breasts all over with this needle and I started to get upset. I was worried that if he poked me in an area that he had not cleaned first that I would get an infection. I was amazed that I was in a hospital in Kentucky. I kept checking this sweatshirt that we had and it said Kentucky and I was amazed.

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